I still find a reason to smile. It takes time to become who we need to be. Never be ashamed for the fact you are still honest, even believe in the fact that there are "good human beings" out there. God has a remnant of man, a remnant of women prepared for one another. It takes time to find that person. A lot of pain, heartaches, sleepless nights, fears that overwhelmed you. But I don't regret being me... the person who is for me, is for me. The ones before him were lessons, I needed to learn. To make me strong... it's hard to let go. But why hold on, if it's not worth it?
God will keep bringing us back to that step, we miss. Until we become strong. We can give advice. But to follow it for ourselves is a struggle. And the fear of what following it might bring even terrifies us. But we have to learn once and for all. To conquer this fear, this weakness, that keeps us where we are. That keeps us in the place of stagnancy. We're afraid to get out. To try something new. To maybe listen to someone else. Our own advice can fail us, it sometimes require someone else's great advice.
But choose to live. Choose to leave this place of stagnancy. Choose to be better. To learn the lesson. To be strong. That's what God wants me to learn. So I'll learn it. If you're coming to knock at my door. I ask you to please be ready. Bring flowers, chocolate, don't just bring words, but bring actions that match up those words.But I ask you to be ready. take your time. Be ready.
A young woman is gold awaiting for discovery.
A young man is a discoverer in search of gold.